Ohhh nothing. Nothing happened today, nothing out of the usual, nothing at all. Its just a typical Thursday. In fact I shouldn’t even be blogging. I have nothing to say. I’m not even gonna say that the events that happened today were even scarier than the events that happened yesterday because they weren’t. Not scary at all. Jealousy? no I’m not feeling anything like that right now. Did I say nothing happened? Because really, nothing happen.

There really is nothing to blog about. I’m not even gonna say that, “I felt a sudden chill after hearing the words ‘Oh go on ahead, I’m waiting for someone else’ out of her mouth. I forced a smile and nodded and I rushed out the school as quickly as I can. On the way home, there was nothing else on my mind but the thought of them walking together, talking, laughing and I don’t know. I even wondered if she told him about the little note-exchanging session we had yesterday.” Yeah I’m definitely not gonna say that because none of that happened.

I’m not even gonna say that, “I hope she waited waited for me instead” because I don’t. I don’t even miss her smile, the way she speaks, the way she leans on my shoulder. I’m not missing those at all.

Well, anyway, one thing that I am saying today, is that, in all honesty, I really just want her to be happy and thus, I’m going to continue denying and ignoring what I saw today. After all, nothing happened…

…And we’re better off as friends anyway..